August 10, 2014

SUNDAY LOVE. #31. TAKING TIME.

As a blogger, only other bloggers will know how it feels to do what we do. It's been a whole week since I last posted on Life Looks Perfect and well over three weeks since I last pulled up a fresh tab to start writing new material. I don't really know how to explain my downfall with LLP, its certainly not a lack of love for blogging or the community, as throughout everything you are always there for a friendly chat no matter what time of the day. For me life has taken over. Its been too much and somewhere along the line I feel like I have lost a little piece of me. In someways I have got everything I have possibly ever wanted and dreamt of. I would love to write it all down and share it with my readers, it will make your heart melt, it's just that although I have everything, there has been a few faults in my stars - lets just put it that way. Call it fate, karma, goodness knows. There have been so many things against me right now that it's hard to move passed them. Of course blogging has always been part of me and I think losing touch with blogging has defiantly affected me in some way. Blogging and writing is a way of me keeping focused and staying busy. When you work as much as me at the mo, it's hard to find time to dedicate to that writing. But just know that I am not away a such, just taking a little time to find myself, find my path and concentrate on the things that are detrimental to my happiness right now. 

With work getting busier and busier and my partner in crime Jessica taking two weeks off to Mexico I am sure going to have time to think over things, sort my shit out and getting my life in order. I need to take control of my own life and not worry about what everyone else thinks best for me. I have to know what is best for me. As much as it hurts not have my blog and my readers with me like usual, I am going to try and write when I can and to my best abilities that might be once a week, a few times a week, who knows. The thing is, I didn't want to jeopardise my content or bore you guys to death with my life's little dramas but tonight I wanted to at least day something and let you know that I might not stick to a schedule anymore. Fun, love and passion should be what I share with you and right now it's hard to share that online as most of my life is a secret and complicated. Just know that I am here, I am alive and kicking. I will be back!

Please keep with me folks.

Hugs & Kisses
Becki xox



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  1. Aw hun I do hope your alright and only you can know what is right and wrong for you, writing it down might help rather than thinking and overthinking, that's what I do, I have a journal and I just write how I feel into it x

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