May 11, 2015

TUMBLEWEED.


I didn't see this one coming but life right now is all over the place and I can see tumbleweeds rolling all over this blog.


I really didn't want LLP to suffer but unfortunately, it's been dragged behind and I'm not sure what to do with my little space anymore. I am still a complete beauty addict but with what's been going on in my personal life, it just suddenly feels meaningless.

I think this could be my mid-twenties crisis. 


I feel totally blind to all the amazing things that are happening to me and I get hooked up about ridiculous things. I think there is some saying somewhere that says when you have the world on your shoulders, something tiny like feels like a boulder trying to beat you down. That's me. If we've run out of milk it feels like the end of the world...don't even get me started if the bus is late...it's pathetic but I guess getting mad at silly things is my way with letting out some steam with whatever I am bottling up.

I'm suffering with a case of the 'happy face' on the outside, I'm fine. On the inside, I'm screaming.

In a nut shell, there has been some uncertainty about the health of someone very important to me. Not only has it made me suddenly and unfortunately again remember that life is too short but its made me realise I'm not getting any younger, I need to find myself again and live. When there is uncertainty in the air, my anxiety hits the roof and I completely go into myself. I just don't feel like me.

However in this time of uncertainly, I have to keep positive, try and slowly get myself back into a routine and maybe throwing myself back into blogging again might give me focus. Even if this is my little place to let off some steam and rage away! 

For now, I'll leave you with something positive. You may have seen my Instagram over the last weeks has become a homage to our family fragrance brand Timothy Dunn London, as we have just launched into Harrods windows! Not only have we done that, we somehow pulled together a brand new exclusive fragrance, made an advert from scratch to play in store and launched a new website! It was such an exciting few weeks. Let's hope this will be the start of something amazing.

Hugs & Kisses
Becki xox

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  1. Keep positive and focused on your family business even if there is nothing else you can feel positive about right now. You're doing really well just keeping going. Hope you feel a little better soon Becki - you know that no matter how long you have away from LLP we will still be here :)
    Rebecca | The Two Twenty Somethings
    Xx

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    1. Thank you so much Rebecca, your comments always make me feel like things with LLP are going to be ok. Thank you for your constant support. It means the world. Becki xx

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