August 02, 2015

SUNDAY LOVE. #62. BEING 25 IS FUCKING HARD!

Who ever said being 25 is easy needs to be fricking 25 right now. As I have grown older, I have always been looking forward to growing into the lady I wanted to be. However as I have hit 25, I am completely melting! Mid twenties crisis seems to be a thing these days. 

Luckily I know I am not the only one who feels intimidated by my future and now I am watching my little sister become the most incredible mum all these questions of my future are taking over my thoughts. Do I want a family? Have I lived enough? Shall I travel the world and just give up everything here in London? Am I being who I want to be?


I have seen so many amazing bloggers, just up and leave their lives that they have always known, go travelling and then decide to blog full time. This is not only an incredible and very brave decision, it also makes me look at my life and think is this what I really want. To blog full time must be so difficult, yes we know it can pay the bills but you have to be so self motivated and strong to hold your life in your own hands.


I have lost alot in my life and unfortunately some of that is only my fault. I have become so reliant on people around me to plan things or just to do things with, so I don't feel like that sad girl out on her own but lets fuck that stigma and embrace our own company. A few years back I used to just take myself out. I'd go shopping, go get a coffee, walk along the river and stop off at a gallery and I'd fill fulfilled. I have always dreamt of being a bookworm, just getting lost in a book but I have never made time for it...this needs to change.

For my life to start coming together, maybe i need to stop worrying about the future, who cares if I can never afford my own house or I will have kids when I am too old, I need to think about now. I need to grab life whilst I'm still young. Most people don't think I look like I am even in my twenties so I guess I could get away with things for longer than I should hehe! If you have any sort of life lessons or just want to share withe me your story I would love to hear them.

Hugs & Kisses
Becki xox




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  1. I love this post, it's inspiring and it is making me re-evaluate my life and what I want to do. I would love to blog full time, it is definitely something I've grown to love. I learned that everything doesn't always happen as plan. I'm not 25, but I am turning 24 if that counts! I'm still a work in progress, but I am on a journey of self discovery.

    Ashley
    http://jerseygirl1216.blogspot.com/

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    1. Thank you so much and for your comment made my day! xx

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