July 27, 2016


I'm sorry. Thats pretty much all I have to say for my radio silence over the last two weeks. Although I have no real excuse for my laziness, work has tired me out and any spare time I got to myself I tried to desperately see friends and spend time resting. In the end all it's left me with is a shitty infection and a back log of blog posts to write. So all I can offer is my baby Oscar, don't you think my cutie is just the bomb! He has been coming to work with me now and honestly just seeing his little sleepy face after a long day, his hugs just make everything all better.

When I get these UTI's - bladder infections to anyone who has had the lucky life without them, I am so immune to all the pills they pile onto you that I become anxious that it will get worse like before. Doctors prescribed me with pills that did absolutely nothing which left me bed bound for days with a kidney infection. I am so paranoid about getting so sick I'll have to go into hospital that I become a recluse and refuse to leave my house. To many I am sure this sounds ridiculous but having emetophoibia heightens my anxiety and I just shut off. The problem is although this would have been the perfect time to blog, I was so stuck to the toilet and freaking out I couldn't think of anything but drinking water and getting myself better.

Previous to this shitty infection, I had a wonderful few hours after work on Saturday, with my other half at the new Tate Modern Switch House including a trip (twice) to the Southbank food market, my favourite place to get Korean food! Getting some art in my life again is just who I am and what I always used to do for myself. I miss art and getting out there to see it. I think I am going to write a huge list of everything I want to go and see, making sure I tick every single one of them off by the end of the summer!

Friends came together on Sunday along with my parents which was lovely to have again. I don't think I have had a Sunday off in weeks so just to do something simple like breakfast out in central was such a treat. Something again I love to do. I always recommend The Wolseley as well. A French Brassaire style restaurant with a lovely relaxed but fancy atmosphere, also not too pricey either!

As for this week, I'm not sure if I'll get any posts out but maybe if I just work to next week, I can catch up with myself again as I have so many exciting new posts to write!

Have a wonderful week!

Hugs & Kisses
Becki xox

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